So, the book project is on hold, and I am back to the blog. For some reason it is easier to just reach out to you with this blog. No need to get a book, or remember a title… a simple web-address and here you are.
It has been a while since I last wrote anything, for so many reasons really. There is so much I want to write, yet so little I can say. I moved and travelled, I laughed and I cried, I got my heart broken and I realized what I gained… I though I had it all figured out, and then I lost myself again. With other words, life as we know it.
And as time passes by, I realize that this is the story of each and every one of us. With every breath we take, we are closer to that something down the road that was unforseen, that soon will hit us, and hit us hard. I doubth that there is anyway we can avoide it, nor deny that this is what happens. Life is about those beautiful moments where you are surrounded by love and passion… only to find yourself in the shadow of your own thoughts and wonder what the point is of another step, of another day, of another life?
I have come to realize that there is not much special about my story. I have seen places, I have gotten to know faces, I learned and I taught… but there is not much more to life.
The book project started for someone special, and as life changed, I get the feeling that I need to be ready to close that chapter, to write that last page and close the cover. Who knows, maybe it will happen tomorrow, or maybe in ten years… They say that “time will tell”, and that might be true. On the other hand, maybe time won’t tell, and we dissapear with time, as wind in the sky.
I still get confused and lose myself in my own thoughts, only to realize that there is no right or wrong, only decisions to make, and regrets to avoid.
And although nothing makes sense to me today, I know that someday I will laugh at the confusion and see the point in all of this… the last thing I intend to lose is faith.
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