I smile for You

I smile for you.

I smile for your fears, I smile for your tears,
I smile for your pain, I smile when no one is around to hold your hand.

I smile for the darkness in your heart, and I smile when you are far from home and land,
I smile when you get lost, I smile for your diseases,
I smile for your old and shaky hand, I smile for your angry mood.

I smile for your love that is not returned, I smile when you lose all your posessions.
I smile when you fall down, and I smile when you lay on the ground.

I smile for the sickness covering the world, and I smile for the crises we are flooded by,
I smile for the horror and terror around you, I smile for the cold wind embracing your shivering body.
I smile for the dirt and dust you live in, I smile for the unbearable heat that suffocates your breath,
I smile for all the nightmares that haunts you, I smile for the dark dreams that scare you in daylight.

I smile for the waves washing your life away, and I smile for the dying animals.
I smile for the pain you cause to others, I smile for your forgotten brothers.
I smile for your sister’s dream that she gave up on, I smile for the lost of your parents youth.
I smile for your last breath, and I smile for the sunrise on the day that you are gone.

…I smile for you to not lose hope, I smile for you to not lose faith.
I smile for you to believe, and I smile for you to love.
I smile for you to think, that there is still light in this world.
I smile to give you strength, and I smile because you matter.
I smile to take away your pain, I smile to take away your fears.

I smile when I hold your old and shaky hand, and I smile when you don’t smile for me.

I smile in the darkest  of nights, when the rain falls down, I scream silently in pain and feel my heart breaking, for all the reasons that I smile.

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